Stork Over Camp Coffman

Some really thoughtful friends made sure that we not only had all the items we needed for baby Cheng-Yu when we traveled, but they also made sure that we had a nice surprise when we got home.  Thanks ladies!!!  Day 7 and the stork balloon still flies!

Robin

The Joy & Pain of Firsts

Yesterday, February 26, 2009 was a first time for a lot of things.  Most importantly, it was the 5 month anniversary for the first time we ever laid eyes on Cheng-Yu.  On September 26, 2008 we received a phone call about him and shortly after, we got an email that contained 3 photos of him.  What an incredible feeling to see his face and hear his name.  Five months later...HOME!

I love firsts!

Yesterday also brought the first visit with the doctor...shots!!!  I hate firsts!

We did get a great report and thank God for that blessing.

First social engagement for Cheng-Yu.  His friend Jackson turned 1 yesterday so we went to celebrate this special birthday!  I love firsts!!!

At the party, Jackson gave Cheng-Yu his first whack to the head...He hates firsts!!!  (Please note the evidence in the pictures)

Cheng-Yu slept in his crib for the first time...I hate firsts!!!

Thank you Lord for the joy and pain of firsts.  It it hard to experience the depths of joy you have to offer without first experiencing the pain.  Your grace is enough.

Love-Robin

Other firsts for the day included a trip to the mall, ride in the stroller and a visit with Nana.

Home at last

What an amazing Journey it has been and I know it has really only just begun!  My heart is so overwhelmed with joy that I didn't realize I could have.  On December 10, 2008 Cheng-Yu was only 4 months old and living in Taiwan.  I was at a writing workshop for professional development and when asked to write a poem, I composed the following;

I Am Already His Mother

I am finding it hard to wait, but I am already his mother.

I wonder what a little baby named Cheng-Yu sounds like when he cries.

I hear an unfamiliar language that I do not understand.

I see the streets of Taiwan and see his face among the crowd.

I want to hold him in my arms and see God's promise revealed.

I am finding it hard to wait, but I am already his mother.

I pretend that I am rocking a baby boy to sleep.

I feel an overwhelming love for a country to which I have never traveled.

I touch a soft blue pillow monogrammed with the name Ben.

I worry that my child will not bond with me.

I cry when I think about the choice his birthmother had to make.

I am finding it hard to wait, but I am already his mother.

I understand that God is in control.

I say that God's timing is perfect even though it is hard to wait.

I dream about the first time I meet my baby boy in Taiwan and hold him in my arms.

I try to wait with grace and patience.

I hope I make him happy.

I am finding it hard to wait, but I am already his mother.

On Wednesday, February 18 I no longer had to wait!   

Robin

Proverbs 3:5 

Trust in the Lord with all your heart.