Friday, December 24, 2010

Magic of Santa....Miracle of Jesus


Christmas Eve...Christmas Day
I am like a little kid again.  It is 3am & I find myself too anxious to sleep. I can hardly wait to see the look on your face when you discover that Santa HAS visited our house & he did bring you all the trains you have been waiting for...and more.  I love the way you want to fall asleep with your little wooden trains in your hands.  Just as you fell asleep tonight, I heard a tiny clink made by the trains as they slipped out of your grip.  I knew then, it was about time for Santa to arrive.  I hope you always experience the magic and joy of Santa each year at this time.  But my biggest wish is that you will experience the miracle and joy of Jesus in your heart EVERY day of the year.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Don't want to forget

Momma, hoad ne...hoad ne.

Dare it is!

I did it!

criquit (cricket)...shhh

Wawee (Wallee)

Fall Break




We spent the week in Sandestin and truly had a wonderful time.  The resort was fabulous and the so was the weather...ALL week long.

Superman!!!!











AND..."the halloween costume".  He screams when we put it on him.  Of course, I thought it would be so cute to get a picture of him as a shark on the beach.  He didn't appreciate my idea, nor did he cooperate.  




Thursday, October 14, 2010

Madeline Claire Freeman

An Amazing Miracle
My sweet friend:)

Momma, Bed


It was as simple as this...."Momma, bed."  He looked me in the eyes as he said it and then without hesitation, picked up his blanket from the sofa and turned out the playroom light.  Just another simple "first".... 

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

BEN & JAX








Today, we went to the zoo with Alisha & Jackson.  Alisha & I always find great joy in just watching our happy, giggling boys play together.  We have always teasingly said that our boys were going to be friends even if it was a "forced friendship".  We haven't had to twist any arms...these two LOVE each other!

Friday, October 8, 2010

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Say, Cheese!




So, about 2 weeks ago he started saying "Cheese" on command.  It makes picture time easier.  I am not sure what clicked on that lightbulb, but it magically happened like all the other small but miraculous things that little ones do.
Like when they can point to something in a catalog and say, "Buy it, Momma."  And it works like magic!  Even more powerful when they say, "Hold me, Momma."  The real miracle is what happens in your heart when a little hand pats you and covers you up with a blanket while curled up next to you.   


Cheng-Yu,  I love watching you grow and learn each day.  But more than that I love learning from you.  You are a daily reminder of how incredible God is and you show me how to marvel at his creation.  You soak it all in!
You are carefree and make me slow down and enjoy the little things.
When you run to me all sticky and covered in dirt, I pull you in my arms and hug you tight.  God whispers...."This is what I do for you."
You take risks!  Sometimes I step in and sometimes I just watch.  Sometimes I intervene and sometimes I let you fall.  God whispers again..."I do this for you."  
I see your face and think about how God brought us together.  Last Sunday, our pastor talked about how many of the things we do and concern ourselves with have little to do with our uniquely designed purpose.  He reminded us that should focus and put our energy into what ONLY we could do.   He gave an example of how a mother is uniquely designed for her child...her personality, life experience, education, etc. are used to meet her child's needs.  As he talked about it, tears rolled down my face as I thought about the journey that lead me to you.  I can clearly see God's hand along the way.  While at the time I didn't see, but felt His presence.   
God has a plan that is uniquely yours.  Be assured....He Loves You!    

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Sunday, September 26, 2010

A new smile













Exhausted from running a 5k & all he had to say was, "Back, Momma...mark, set....GO!" and I found myself running ALL over the yard with him on my back.  OH!...the things ya do for LOVE!!!  

It has been 2 years since I first saw his face and it sure has changed the smile on MINE!

A Face & A Name





CHENG-YU



There was a place in my heart for my son long before I knew him.  I prayed that God would bring us together, knowing that perhaps he was on the other side of the world.  Without a face or a name, he was tucked in my heart.    
On a Friday night while emailing a friend and trying to get ready for a high school football game, I received a call from our adoption agency.  My heart fluttered as I listened to a joyful voice tell me about my son...and for the first time, I hear his NAME.  She informed me that she was sending an email and instructed me to open it and then respond within 3 days.    
I am not even sure how to describe or explain how I felt inside as I opened attachments one by one that revealed my son...A Face and A Name. 



 Cheng-Yu

I will never forget that Friday night on September 26, 2008 when finally my heart was filled with his Face...and Name.

Saturday, September 25, 2010